Some extracts from my homily during my sister's funeral this morning:
There was a great coincidence between my mother and my sister’s death. Both happened in April through cancer. My mother happened on Sunday morning 12 years ago, and I was praying the Breviary next to her after giving her the Last Rites, and an hour later I had to say Mass at the St. Julian’s church. It was exactly one week after Pope Benedict’s visit. In my sister’s case, I was praying the Breviary as I do daily before my 4:30 PM Mass, and at one moment I felt an overwhelming glow through my body, and I cried for a few seconds, something which I do not often do. They told me afterwards that it was at exactly 4:05 PM when Josephine left the earth for heaven to be united with our parents and her brother Paul. I knew that God talked to me at that moment, as if to tell me ‘she here’s safely with me.’ Then I garnered enough courage to celebrate Mass. Like my mother, Josephine died a week after Pope Francis’s visit.
Then just yesterday, as I was waiting for the bus to go and say Mass as I do daily at my chapel at Hilltop Gardens, two white doves descended next to me and were pacing around me for a few minutes until the bus arrived. I felt they were sent by God to tell me everything will be fine for tomorrow's funeral, as I was concerned - but they represented my sister and my mother assuring me that everything will be fine, and that they are together in heaven with my father. (Now we have plenty of pigeons, which make a mess everywhere, but white doves are not that common.)
St. Teresa of Calcutta used to say that the ideal Christian does not do
extraordinary things in life, but rather ordinary things with a great heart,
with lots of love. And Josephine did this throughout her entire life – with
sincere love, towards us, and everyone who knew her.
Josephine was one of those people who would follow a strict routine once
she learned something. The way she washed clothes, cleans, how she prepares
things, how she makes sure there are enough Twistees, candy and biscuits for nephews
Julian and Peter when they were younger, heading to the secret cupboard where
she stored all her goodies. And when she called me in my American parishes,
every Saturday, exactly at 5:45 AM (Malta time in the afternoon) and I would
keep my hands on the phone, because she never missed by more than a few
seconds, 5:45 AM on the button.
All of us siblings saw her suffer during the last few
years and we did everything we could to alleviate the pain she endured so
bravely. The last 2 days especially were traumatic hours, and we know that the
doctors and nurses, and our two nephews doctors Julian and Peter did all they
could, but the Lord wanted her with him for this Holy Week. And myself, with
the articles that I write and the thousands of homilies that I preached, I
probably have not influenced other people as much as my sister did with her
silence and prudence and simplicity. She taught me that I can do so much more
good in life by what I don’t say, rather with what I say, often without
thinking first.
And one final thing I learned from my sister over the last few months. Let
us learn never to judge those who are suffering, because we cannot really enter
their bodies and experience even a tiny bit of what they are going through.
Instead of criticizing them and ignoring them or minimizing their discomfort,
let us show compassion and help them the best way we can. As Pope Francis said recently in an interview, all we can offer in
the midst of pain and suffering, is silence, as my sister did. And let us never
take each other for granted. I Thank
you Lord that you gave us a person who through her patience and simplicity, obeyed
you faithfully, served us humbly, and spoke with her prudent silence, pregnant
with love. Her eloquent silence endeared her to many friends who admired her for
her humility, meekness and gentleness – and that is why everybody loved her.
This eulogy is beautiful. Sincere condolences.
ReplyDeleteInspirational as always Fr. Julian. God bless her soul
ReplyDeleteCondolences for your loss.
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