As a young child, I used to spend a lot of time at my grandmother’s house. In the large garden they had in their house, my grandparents had a large fig tree that spread its branches and leaves all over the garden. Maybe because I was young and small that I thought it was big, but it really was huge, and so where the figs that it produced. My job in the summer was to climb the thick branches and pick as many figs as possible, at times filling 3 to 4 bucketfulls, which my grandma would separate the good from the bad ones. Mind you, I’m talking about one bad one for every twenty juicy and plump figs. Very few were thrown away, and they were distributed to relatives and neighbors. And another bucketful would end up in my stomach while spreading my arms and limbs to get the ones at the far end of the branches. The only problem I had up there was what to do with the fig skins. Some of them I was able to throw over the wall into an adjacent field in the Ta’ Ġiorni neighborhood. A few others I threw on the soil underneath me, and the biggest amount I threw on a chicken coop, which was pretty high, and no one would notice them. That’s what I thought until my aunt saw these little black spots on the coop and wondered what they were. When my uncles checked them out, they found out what they were and the culprit was caught red-handed. But thankfully the fig skins had dried up and shrivelled up to almost nothing. On top of everything I never got sick from eating so many figs, and still consider them my favorite fruit along with strawberries and mango.
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Monday, 30 June 2025
The Early Martyrs
Just one day after the feast of St Peter and St Paul, we are reminded of the hundreds, possibly thousands of martyrs killed by cruel and atrocious Emperors in the first 300 years of Christianity. What is known as the Persecution era, so many martyrs died defending their faith, either through crucifixion, being burned, being eaten by lions or other excruciating methods of torture. Many of them were arrested just for being seen carrying a cross in their hands. Most of them congregated underground in catacombs, for fear of being arrested and killed. Some of the known martyrs have been canonized by the church, St. Agnes, St. Agatha, St. Cecilia, St. Lucy, St. Sebastian, St Ignatius of Antioch, most of the early Popes, and so many others. It was only thanks to King Constantine who ended the Persecutions in 313 AD that Christians could once again profess their faith freely and build basilicas and churches to worship in.
Sunday, 29 June 2025
St Peter and Paul
St Peter was one of the privileged three who were close to Jesus on various occasions, along with John and James. He was the first apostle to perform a miracle, and we admire the triple affirmation of faith to erase completely the triple denial during Christ’s passion. He was chosen to be the first Pope of the Church realizing that Jesus saw something special in him - not John who remained faithful till the end, who wrote a beautiful Gospel, but Peter - the rough and tough type, the weakling who became the rock.
Saturday, 28 June 2025
Immaculate Heart of Mary
Following the feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, today we celebrate the feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Similar to yesterday's feast, it was St. John Eudes who promoted this devotion first in 1648 in the town of Autun, France, and later on in all the French dioceses. In 1799, Pope Pius VI granted the Bishop of Palermo the permission to celebrate the feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary in his diocese. When the revelation of the 'Miraculous Medal" to St Catherine Laboure took place in 1830, the impetus for this devotion was even more obvious. Mary's love for us all is just as powerful and consistent as that of her Son, Jesus. When we feel sad or depressed, let us go to Mary and enjoy her loving embrace given with compassion, devotion and respect. May she continue to protect everyone from the ravages of war and conflict, especially in Ukraine and Gaza and the entire Middle East region.
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Friday, 27 June 2025
The Heart of Jesus
Heart of Jesus, give us the strength to persevere in your
footsteps.
Heart of Jesus, enlighten our path to stay
faithful in our journey of faith.
Heart of Jesus, remind us always to love others as
You loved us, always and unconditionally.
Heart of Jesus, teach us to be patient with those
we don’t seem to tolerate that easily.
Heart of Jesus, help us to find time to pray, to
listen to You and to act kindly towards others.
Heart of Jesus, encourage everyone to appreciate
the gift of the Eucharist, and our meeting You daily at Mass.
Heart of Jesus, protect our children and our youth,
and mold them into strong future leaders of our church.
Heart of Jesus, may we appreciate the simple
things in life, and accept Your blessings on us and our families.
Heart of Jesus, inspire us to give that word of
encouragement to those who have given up hope.
Heart of Jesus, take us to Mary Your Mother, and
keep us close to her.
Heart of Jesus, shower us with your abundant love,
and never let us take You for granted.
Heart of Jesus, help us to live one day at a time.
Heart of Jesus, send Your peace on our troubled world, especially in the Middle East, Ukraine, Sudan, Congo and other places where conflicts persist daily.
Heart of Jesus, thank you for loving us so much,
maybe when we didn’t even deserve it.
Thursday, 26 June 2025
Puccini and Toscanini
When Giacomo Puccini was nearing the end of his life, he started to write his last opera, Turandot, possibly his best opera. But when he felt so weak, he asked his friend conductor Arturo Toscanini to find someone to finish it. This was actually completed by Franco Alfano. Puccini died in 1924 and Turandot was performed for the first time in 1926, directed by Toscanini. When the conductor arrived at the spot when Puccini died, he turned towards the audience and told them ‘this is how far the Maestro wrote.’ He then put the baton down and walked away, followed by a prolonged applause. The second time he conducted the opera he did the whole performance, including the last part completed by Alfano. It was well received as their style was very similar. This story encourages us to be aware of our unfinished business we have on our journey of faith. When Jesus ascended into heaven, he left the apostles to finish the work He started. Like a relay race, the baton is now in our hands, after the apostles and many holy people did excellent work by keeping Christianity alive and well over the centuries. Let’s not disappoint Him, but continue our duty at hand and spreading the good news by our faithful witness.
Wednesday, 25 June 2025
When Leo was Robert
Looking back in time, we see in these photos the other side of Pope Leo XIV, when he was an ordinary Augustinian priest mostly in his Diocese of Chiclayo in Peru. Traveling around parishes was probably easier using a mule or a horse, rather than a car, with rugged roads and dirt instead of asphalt. I'm sure people were gracious that he would visit them as they would wait for weeks to see a priest, as is the case in most mission countries.
Of course once a year Robert Prevost had to celebrate his birthday and anniversary of ordination, and here we see him cutting a cake, I'm sure surrounded by some of his parishioners.
And here we see the future Pope giving the 'I Love You' sign in sign language. I learned about this sign when I would see some of my Mexican parishioners showing the same symbolic sign. One day someone explained to me that I L U is made with the fingers of one hand. The letter I is the small finger, the pinky, or even one of the others outstretched. The letter L is the thumb and forefinger together, and the U is the pinky and forefinger with the thumb closed. The background image in the photo is Our Lady of Guadalupe, a much beloved image revered by all Mexicans remembering the apparition of the Blessed Mother to St Juan Diego in 1531 in Guadalupe, Mexico.
Tuesday, 24 June 2025
St John the Baptist
Certainly one of the most underrated saints in heaven is St John the Baptist. He was the same age as Jesus, born of St Elizabeth, and most probably grew up with Jesus as his buddy and best friend. Many of the paintings in fact depict them together as little boys, little toddlers being admired by Mary and Elizabeth, with Joseph and Joachim in the background. This particular painting by Antonio del Caraiolo shows Jesus ready to start breast-feeding from his mother, while John the young Baptist admires Him, as Jesus is being nourished lovingly, spiritually and tenderly. What we seem to underestimate in John is his respect he had towards Jesus. He spent plenty of time in prayer, preparing for the coming into action of Jesus. In fact his motto was precisely “Prepare the way of the Lord,” a phrase we hear predominantly during the Advent Season. We see him in the desert converting people and encouraging them to turn to his Master, baptizing him in the process, while he disappeared into oblivion. Unfortunately he never got any credit, but was arrested and beheaded by Herod. Today we celebrate his birth, a festivity and solemnity, while his martyrdom is celebrated on August 29th.
Monday, 23 June 2025
The Hound of Heaven
A well-known poem by Francis Thompson reflects on the struggles of the human soul against the forces of life’s distractions. This is a brief modern adaptation which I came across of the long poem, and I share it with you today, about God’s relentless pursuit of the human soul.
I fled from you, God – Your presence like a weight
on my heart, a voice too distant to hear,
I ran through the noise of city street,
Immersed in my own self-doubt.
But like a shadow in ever place I hid,
You were there, unseen but known.
I sought escape in the fast-paced pulse,
the grind, the instant highs of fleeting pleasure,
I dove into distractions – disconnected,
As the world buzzed around me.
But still, You followed, a silent pursuit beneath my skin,
Whispering softly, ‘Come
Back.’
At night, when the world went quiet,
I could feel your nearness like an ache –
the memories of the love that I ignored,
Like echoes fading but never gone.
I tried to numb it with the glow of screens,
with empty crowd and shallow conversations,
but the silence between them was filled with Your waiting
presence.
I fought back – for I was afraid,
thinking that to yield to you would mean to lose myself,
to fall into the unknown.
But each time I turned away
You were there, waiting for me to see the futility of my
flight,
the hopelessness of my chase.
And then, a moment – the blur of life froze. I stopped
running.
In the stillness, You came close – The Hound of Heaven,
not in anger, but with a love,
that was both fierce and gentle, both patient and eternal.
And I, lost and weary, finally let myself be found.
Sunday, 22 June 2025
The gift of the Eucharist
Without any doubt, the greatest gift Jesus could have left us was in the Eucharist. He also gave us His mother Mary as our Mother, just before He died on the cross, but a few hours earlier, he gave us His Body and His Blood, literally and figuratively, as our everlasting spiritual food. We are also honored to adore His presence every day. Not only in our own churches, but in every church around the world, as the Blessed Sacrament is present for Adoration, prayer and private time with the Lord. When people pray in His presence, miracles happen, as many people can tell you. Today’s celebration of Corpus Christi further accentuates the respect and reverence we should all show to the Eucharist. Processions are held in various countries, a tradition started by St Juliana of Liege in the 12th century. For that occasion St Thomas Aquinas was commissioned to write the words of various Eucharistic hymns we still use today, Tantum Ergo, O Sacrum Convivum, O Salutaris Hostia, Lauda Sion Salvatorem and others. I pray especially today that all those children who received their First Holy Communion just a few weeks ago, will encourage their parents to continue to attend Mass at least every weekend, since many of them disappear soon after. May they truly appreciate the gift they have received and continue to cherish it, and welcome it into their hearts as often as possible.
Saturday, 21 June 2025
12 things to remember
2.
Opinions
don’t define your reality.
3.
Everyone’s
journey is different.
4.
Judgements
are not about you.
5.
Overthinking
will lead to sadness.
6.
Happiness
is found within.
7.
Your
thoughts affect your mood.
8.
Smiles
are contagious.
9.
Kindness
is free.
10.
It’s
OK to let go and move on.
11.
What
goes around, comes around.
12.
Things
always get better with time.
Friday, 20 June 2025
Anniversary Mass
I share with you some photos from yesterday’s 48th anniversary Mass held at Our Lady of Loreto Church in Gwardamangia. We thank the Ursoline Sisters who hosted us both for the Mass and the reception following in their beautiful church and grounds. The photos shown here were taken by Marisa Cannataci who was a part of the community of Ursoline Sisters for many years. We joined Pope Leo XIV who also celebrated his ordination anniversary – his was the 43rd, as he was ordained in Rome in 1982.
We also prayed for the Superior General of the Ursolines in Malta, Sister Madeline Cachia who is having her 50th anniversary of her solemn profession. We of course remembered all of our parents who are now all enjoying eternal rest in heaven, after the death of the last surviving parent this past week.
Thursday, 19 June 2025
48th Anniversary
We are getting close to our Golden Jubilee of Priesthood. As usual we did our annual retreat the past two days, and later on today we’ll concelebrate together, in the presence of our family and friends. Most of us are in our early 70s, semi-retired but all of us still active in various parishes and diocesan organizations. But I look back today to that historic day on Sunday June 19, 1977 when along with 13 other classmates, I was ordained a priest by Archbishop Joseph Mercieca at St John’s Cathedral in Valletta, Malta. After 7 happy years living at the Seminary with all my classmates and about another 60 seminarians, we were all assigned to different parishes, myself ending up in my hometown parish of St Julian’s, where I spent 4 years before leaving for the USA in September 1981. Then after 22 years in New York and 13 years in Oregon, I returned to Malta in April 2016, where I’ve been serving as a chaplain ata Retirement Home, while also helping almost daily in the local parish of Naxxar. At the same time I continue to share my talents of presenting interesting Power Point talks, playing the flute, doing watercolors, writing articles in local Catholic newspaper, taking photos and doing this blog.
To end I share this beautiful poem by Henri Lacordaire, a
French Dominican priest, which I have recited every year on my anniversary Mass:
To live in the midst of the world, without desiring its
pleasures.
To be a member of each family, yet belonging to none.
To share all sufferings, to heal all wounds.
To penetrate all secrets, without being curious.
To go from men to God and offer Him their prayers.
To return from God to men, to bring pardon, hope and peace.
To have a heart of gold for charity, and a heart of bronze
for chastity
To teach, to listen, to forgive. To lead, to console, to
bless always.
This is your life, o priest of Christ.
Wednesday, 18 June 2025
Children live what they learn
If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn,
If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement, he learns to be confident.
If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with fairness, he learns to experience justice.
If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world.
Monday, 16 June 2025
St John of God
John was a Portuguese soldier who worked in the health department in Spain. Once in 1537 he heard a sermon by St John of Avila. He was so moved by what he heard that he started to distribute his belongings to the people. His friends thought he had lost his mind and sent him to a mental hospital. One day St. John of Avila went to visit him, and upon his release from the hospital he dedicated his entire life to the poor and the sick. He later opened a hospital and cared especially for mental health patients, something which was innovative in those times. This John was none other than St. John of God (1495-1550). Those who followed him set up the Brothers Hospitallers of St John of God, a Catholic religious institute dedicated to the care of patients who suffer from mental issues. Let us remember many patients who suffer from mental problems, which are usually kept hidden or unnoticed, or even ignored.
Suffering with others
I have a lot to eat but I am hungry, because so many are dying of hunger.
I drink fresh water, but my throat is parched with thirst as many of my friends are also very thirsty.
I know what laughter is, but tears are trickling from my eyes, because so many of my friends are suffering.
I can see with healthy eyesight, but around me there is so much darkness.
I have many friends, but I feel so lonely because of the despair so many of my friends are going through.
I have a beautiful house, but am never happy, as I recall many of my friends who don’t have a roof above their head and most of them are homeless.
I am free, but I feel locked up when I remember so many of my friends are in prison unjustly.
I dress nicely, but I almost feel naked when I think of so many people who have nothing to wear.
I sleep on a soft mattress, but I never sleep well as I remember so many of my friends who sleep on cardboard, are cold and do not even have a blanket.
I am well and healthy, but I suffer when I see so much hardship and discomfort in the people and friends I know.
Sunday, 15 June 2025
The fathers of 2 Popes
On this Father’s Day I share with you a few reflections on the fathers of two Popes. Pope Leo XIV recalls a conversation he had with his father Louis when he was younger. Young Robert told his father “Maybe it would be better I leave this life and get married; I want to have children, a normal life.” His father responded, by telling him that the intimacy between him and his wife was important, but so was the intimacy between a priest and the love of God.” The older Prevost joined the US Navy and became the executive officer of a tank landing ship and participated in the D-Day landings in Normandy, France, on June 6, 1944. After the war he became principal in a Catholic high School, and was a catechist in his parish. He died on November 8, 1997.
Saturday, 14 June 2025
The love of a father
In the Indian state of Orissa, a man was able to single-handedly build a road of 10 kilometers, around 7 miles long. He did all this by hand, with the limited tools he had. And he did this so that his children could come and visit him more often from their school. Jalandar Nayak was 45 years old when he started this project. He lived in a remote village,10 kilometers from the school which his five children attended. Before he embarked on building this road, his children spent three hours walking through 4 hills and mountains so that they can spend an overnight with their dad. Jalandar started this project in the summer of 2016 and within 2 years he had already finished 8 kilometers, and then the local authorities took over to finish the job. But they were astounded how he was able to chop off so much stone for 8 hours a day for two full years. The road was finished in 2018, and now the father can see his children more often. We need more fathers who can be as dedicated as Jalandar, who instead of abandoning their children, can suffer for them and make them know how much they are loved by both parents. We wish all fathers a happy Father’s Day.
Friday, 13 June 2025
St Anthony
A very beloved saint, Anthony of Padova was actually born on August 15, 1195 near Lisbon in Portugal. When news of the Franciscan martyrs in Morocco
reached him, he joined the Franciscan Order in 1221, when he was 26 years old.
At his own request, he was sent as a missionary to Morocco with the mission of
preaching among the Moors. He had to return to Europe because of ill health.
After this, St Anthony was moved to Romagna (Italy) and spent 9 months as a
chaplain to hermits. At an
ordination ceremony, the priest who was about to give the sermon fell ill
suddenly and St Anthony was called upon to give the sermon in his place.
Although he refused with humility at first, he eventually had to do so because
of his vow of obedience to his superior. He followed St Francis while ministering in Padova, Italy. The last
two years of his life he spent in Padova,
preaching, hearing confessions and working to help the poor. St. Anthony died
on June 13th, 1231 at Arcella, a suburb of Padova in the apartment reserved for the chaplain of the
sisterhood of Poor Clares of Arcella. There he received the last rites and
died. He was only 36. Saint Anthony was canonized in 1232 by Pope Gregory IX
and declared a Doctor of the Church by Pope Pius XII in 1946. These are some quotes from St Anthony:
May your love grow in knowledge and understanding so that you
may know how to discern not only between good and evil, but also to distinguish
between what is good and what is even better.
We need external peace to live with others; we
need internal peace to live with ourselves; and we need eternal peace to live
with God.
When the rays of the sun strike crystal, it
glitters like sparks of a fire. A faithful Christian, illumined by rays like a
crystal, ought to illumine his neighbor with the light of good example, through
word and deed.
Truly honest people possess a harmonious and
pleasant demeanor; nothing reproachable can be found in their actions, nothing
inappropriate in their words, nothing indecent in their manner. Being
spontaneous and respectful, their behavior wins the admiration and goodwill of
all.
Thursday, 12 June 2025
The destiny of a pencil
Have you ever wondered what an amazing journey pens, pencils and other writing instruments have, depending on who uses them? I remember once in 1996 when a young girl named Gillian gave me a pencil as a little gift. Then I thought of the different journey this pencil would be going through when it’s used by me instead of little 6-year-old Gillian. So now instead being handled by those tiny fingers writing the 1 2 3 or ABC or drawing stick figures or scribbles which would up on her mother’s refrigerator, colored with crayons, now they would be writing homilies, notes and articles in Maltese and English, Spanish and Latin. Just yesterday I was distributing communion to our residents when I noticed a bunch of skinny pencils in a plastic bag on a table. I politely asked if I could have one of them and the answer was of course ‘absolutely!’ I asked her why she was using them for and she told me they use them to mark their numbers on the Bingo sheets. So of course I told her the destiny of that one pencil changed instantly as now it will be used by me to write music notes for my flute melodies, sketching designs for my watercolors, and of course homily notes, articles and other notes. It’s amazing how the destiny and future of a simple pencil can change so quickly depending on who uses it !
Wednesday, 11 June 2025
Learning from Noah
Noah teaches us that we are all in the same boat. He teaches us to plan ahead. When he built the ark, it wasn’t raining, and he was already pretty old. God can ask all us to do something extraordinary at one point in our lives, no matter how young or old we are. Noah teaches us to ignore negative comments we hear about projects we are going through. Just as he got two animals of each species on the ark, male and female, we are also asked to work together, as a team, not necessarily two or only male and female. He teaches us that while the ark was built by amateurs, the Titanic was built by professionals. And we know what happens with that huge ship in 1912. We learn also that no matter how fierce the tempest or storm, when we are with God, there is always a rainbow waiting for us at the other end. And remember that the dove returned with an olive branch, the symbol of peace - so have faith and trust. Peace will come to those who pray and are determined to live in harmony.
Tuesday, 10 June 2025
Even more to reflect on......
Some visitors to my blog told me they liked these short snippets that I occasionally share with you. And so here are a few more to ponder on.
Life laughs at you when you are unhappy. Life smiles at you when you are happy. But life salutes you when you make others happy.
As long as you have memories, yesterday remains. As long as you have hope,
tomorrow awaits. As long as we have love, today is beautiful. As long as we
have God, anything is possible.
Strong relationships are not built by forcing others to understand you. But
by giving them the confidence that you will never misunderstand them.
Today, before we ask God for anything, let’s first thank him for
everything.
The more you pray the more you remind yourself that God is more powerful
than your troubles and worries.
Never blame anyone in your life. Good people give you happiness. Bad people
give you experience. The worst people give you a lesson, and the best people
give you memories.
Today and always, may the Lord bless your eyes to see goodness. May He bless your
words to speak kindness. May He bless your heart to feel compassion. And May He bless your
soul to radiate Love.
Respect people who find time on their schedule to see you. Love people who
never look at their schedule when you need them.
One step can start a journey. One song can change a moment. One smile can
start a friendship. One hug can lift a soul. One candle can wipe out
darkness. One life can make a
difference. One word can start a prayer. One hope will lift a spirit. One touch
can show you care.
Keep the smile, leave the tension. Feel the joy, forget the worry. Hold the
peace, leave the pain. And always be
Happy !
Monday, 9 June 2025
Mary Mother of the church
I’ve said it many times that the
Blessed Mother has more feasts than Jesus himself, and yet another celebration was introduced
recently by Pope Francis, honoring her as the Mother of the Church. The feast is now being celebrated annually the day after Pentecost. Yesterday we commemorated the
birthday of the church, and as Mary gave birth to Jesus Christ, she somehow
gave birth to the church, whom He represents. This
feast was actually introduced by Pope St. Paul
VI in 1964, who had declared Mary as Mother of the Church, that is Mother of all Christians and of all
priests. Then in 1975, the Jubilee Year
of Mercy, the church had also introduced a special Mass in honor of Mary
as Mater Ecclesia, mother of the church. Above all, we must look at
Mary as the one who gives us life, that spiritual oxygen which energizes us and
nourishes us with her presence in our lives. May the Blessed Mother bless all
of our families and may they be strengthened in their weakness through her
continued motherly protection. As
Pentecost is considered as the birthday of the church, today we honor Mary as
she was also present with the apostles when the Holy Spirit descended on them,
thereby creating the first church and their lives were changed forever.