This is a flashback from my Journal, written in 2007. As you can see, I am writing in frustration for the lack of support for the right-to-life issue, which I always supported through prayers, and Holy Hours I organized over the years....
Remembering the unborn - I feel very frustrated when special holy days in the American Catholic calendar see a minimum of people attending Mass. This happens every time there is a holiday, which happens to be a special day to remember, whether it’s work, veterans, peace, our loved ones deceased and more. It’s a perfect opportunity for people to show they care, but only a handful do, at least by attending the Mass. The 22nd of January is always a sad day for American Catholics as we remember the day when abortion was legalized on that day in 1973 For the 6 AM Mass morning I had 3 people, and for the 9 AM Mass I had 6, one of whom came for both. So, out of a big parish like this, (Baker City Cathedral, Oregon) only 8 people felt the need to pray for the millions aborted, or not being given a chance to be born and live. Of course I know there are people who have to work and there were another 8 for the Holy Hour at 2:30 PM which ended with Benediction. And the people who usually criticize me for not doing enough for the Respect for Life group, which I’ve been calling Family Life Group, were nowhere to be seen, as usual. They talk the talk but never, not once have they walked the walk. On the other hand, I continue to preach by my own example, sacrificing my life for them. I led the Rosary with reflections on life, and the people who came certainly appreciated my thoughts and meditations. I found a note that someone from one of my parishes in New York had given me after one of the Holy Hours I led. It brought back very fond memories of the Holy Hours I used to organize in all my parishes in New York. This woman wrote in the card:
“Dear Father Julian, I am writing to thank you for the letters,
thoughts and reflections that you read during the Holy Hour for Respect for
Life. As you read the thoughts of the baby that was aborted, my heart was
breaking. I wish I had heard a priest speak as you did when I was in my 20s.
Now I‘m Pro-Life - too late for my 3 babies that I aborted who would have been
in their 40s now. I wish every teenager could hear you speak. God bless you.”